Like I Loved You - Song Written By Eymahnia Mayfield (Audio COMING SOON)

ACOUSTIC VERSION

Corus:
You never loved me
Like I loved you
Like I wanted you to
Cause it was only
Only me

You never loved me
Cause you couldn't see
That I loved you so
Now it's just me
Only me

Corus:
I sat down at the bottom of the stairs
Hoping that you'd me crying
But your blind
So blind

I felt bad cause you missed your favorite concert
So I gave you my front row tickets
And you
Invited the girl next door
(Ohh Oh)

You don't know how I feel
Tonight

Corus:
You never loved me
Like I loved you
Like I wanted you to
Cause it was only
Only me

You never loved me
Cause you couldn't see
That I loved you so
Now it's just me
Only me

Lyrics:
I spent 5 hours looking for your dog
Hoping that you'd know my heart by now
But then you tell me
That he was in your closet

You know I really hate when you give me lover letters
Telling me to give them to my best friend
You're stupid
But I love you so

You don't know how I feel
Tonight

Corus:
You never loved me
Like I loved you
Like I wanted you to
Cause it was only
Only me

You never loved me
Cause you couldn't see
That I loved you so
Now it's just me
Only me

Extra Lyrics:
You don't know what I had to go through
For you
Oh boy
And though you don't notice me
I notice you
You
You

Corus:
You never loved me
Like I loved you
Like I wanted you to
Cause it was only
Only me

You never loved me
Cause you couldn't see
That I loved you so
Now it's just me
Only me

You never loved me
Like I loved you
Like I wanted you to
Now it's just me
You never loved me

Like I loved you

-END-

I Love You Recklessly - Song Written By Eymahnia Mayfield

Lyrics:
I don't mind driving blind
Down the road to love
I don't mind giving my all
Even if it's not enough

I may crash and burn
But I know I'll be alright
I'll get back on my feet
And keep following your light

Ooh ooh oh
Ooh ooh oh

Corus:
Maybe I'll end up old and alone
Standing by that same telephone
Waiting for a call that's never gonna come

Poor me
What will I be
If I love you recklessly

Lyrics:
We're slowly fading away
But you still say you wanna try
I know it's not worth it
When we just keep hurting inside

I know it's hard to let go
When you've have something so long
But is it worth holding onto
When the love's already gone

Ooh ooh oh
Ooh ooh oh

Corus:
Maybe I'll end up old and alone
Standing by that same telephone
Waiting for a call that's never gonna come

Poor me
What will I be
If I love you recklessly

*guitar and piano solo*

Ooh ooh oh
Ooh ooh oh

I'll always love you
I just want you to know
They say if you love something
You gotta learn to let it go
No it's not easy
Letting you fly away
But I'd rather not see you again
Than see us hurting everyday

Corus:
Maybe I'll end up old and alone
Standing by that same telephone
Waiting for a call that's never gonna come

Poor me
What will I be
If I love you recklessly

Na na na eh
Na na na eh
Na na na eh
What will we come to be
Na na na eh
Na na na eh
If I keep loving you recklessly

-END-

Half Way There - Song Written By Eymahnia Mayfield

Beginning words without music:
I've lived
Such a hard life
And I'm only half way there
Struggling
And trying
But there's only so much I can bear

*acoustic music*

Lyrics:
I think I'm really going out of my mind
I've been staring at the same stop sign
For the past three years

I gotta get on with my life
I hope I don't have to fight
With someone I love

Man let me tell ya
I

Corus:
I've lived
Such a hard life
And I'm only half way there
Struggling
And trying
But there's only so much I can bear

And when the sun's down
And there's no one left to chase
I gotta wipe the tears from my face

Lyrics:
I've been waiting for somebody to call
Just anyone to tell me they care
About my mind

I think I'm finally ready to let go
And be the person I dream to be
I wanna be set free

And fly away

Corus:
I've lived
Such a hard life
And I'm only half way there
Struggling
And trying
But there's only so much I can bear

And when the sun's down
And there's no one left to chase
I gotta wipe the tears from my face

Extra Lyrics:
Maybe I will leave
And hate all I had
Or maybe I'll look back
And thank you...
For all of that

I think I'm really going out of my mind
I've been staring at the same stop sign
...
For the past three years

Corus:
I've lived
Such a hard life
And I'm only half way there
Struggling
And trying
But there's only so much I can bear

And when the sun's down
And there's no one left to chase
I can finally wipe the tears from my face

*acoustic music*

-END-

Mirror Mirror - Song Written By Eymahnia Mayfield

Lyrics:
I'm just
Another girl that fell for your looks
I'm just
Another princess in your story book
You don't need another trophy
It's obvious you don't love me

I'd tell you
All the thoughts in my head
And then you'd tell me
That it's time to go to bed
You're obviously not listening
Why don't you wanna listen (to me)

Corus:
I can be everything you want and more
Your princess
Your damsel in distress
Mirror mirror
He don't love me

Lyrics:
I'd spend
Hours just thinking about you
Wondering
Where you are and what you're gonna do
I wanted you to know me
I wanted you to see me

I'd call you
On purpose and say it was an accident
Then you
Would say something irrelevant
Don't wanna hear about this girl
Stop bragging that she's your world

Corus:
I can be everything you want and more
Your princess
Your damsel in distress
Mirror mirror
He don't love me

Extra Lyrics:
Sha la la
La la la la
Sha la la
La la la la
Sha la la
Sha la la
La la

Corus:
I can be everything you want and more
Your princess
Your damsel in distress
Mirror mirror
He don't love me
I can be everything you want and more
Your princess
Your damsel in distress
Mirror mirror
He don't love me

-END-

I Won't Let Me Die - Song Written By Sunny Blue

Lyrics:
Maybe I'm different
Maybe I'm not as cool as you
Maybe I don't have what you do
But I'm still human

Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I laugh at different things
I see rainbows you see diamonds
We're not the same

Corus:
But you say it's not okay
For me to be better than you
I'm a different shade of blue
I'm like the sky

I always walk alone
And that's how you want it to be
For some reason you've hated me
Wanna make me cry

But I won't let me die

Lyrics:
All through high school
All they would do is laugh at me
Their way beyond maturity
But they don't care

My patience is fading
Part of me doesn't wanna give in
And part of me questions why I'm living
Life's not fair

Corus:
But you say it's not okay
For me to be better than you
I'm a different shade of blue
I'm like the sky

I always walk alone
And that's how you want it to be
For some reason you've hated me
Wanna make me cry

But I won't let me die

Extra Lyrics:

Why you wanna tear me down

Am I not enough

...

Telling me to kill myself

It's just too much

...

I wanna tell somebody

But there's no one there

...

Friends, teachers, family

No one cares

But I won't let me die

I won't let me go

I'm still here

I won't let me fall

I'm done shedding tears

Corus:
Cause it's okay
For me to be better than you
I've got every color you do
(I'm making rainbows)
In the sky

I used walk alone
It'll never be how it used to be
You can keep on hating me
I won't cry cry

Cause I didn't let me die

No I won't let me die
Oh oh
I won't let me die

-END-

At The Top Of The Cliff - Song Written By Sunny Blue

Lyrics:
I know you love me
And you know I love you too
That's nothing new
But this aint about us
It's what we have to do
You know we have to


And I can cry all I want
And you can yell all you need
It aint changing nothing

And you can say all you want
And I can plead all I need
But we gotta do something

Corus:
Cause we're at the edge of the line
At the top of the cliff
It all goes down from here
We can't run from it

Cause we're at the edge of the line
At the top of the cliff
We might push each other over
And that'll be the end of it

Lyrics:
We can't keep living
If this is how we'll live
Baby I can't
We can deny it
But we can't fool ourselves
It's just too crazy

And I can cry all I want
And you can yell all you need
It aint changing nothing

And you can say all you want
And I can plead all I need
But we gotta do something

Extra Lyrics:
I know you love me
And you know I love you too
...
We can't deny it
We both know our love is through

(Ohh we're at the edge of the line)

Corus:
Cause we're at the edge of the line
At the top of the cliff
It all goes down from here
We can't run from it

Cause we're at the edge of the line
At the top of the cliff
We might push each other over
And that'll be the end of it

Baby we're at the edge of the line
At the top of the cliff
And we can see the whole world from here
If we just stand there

We can step away from the line
Climb down off the cliff
And we can go our separate ways as friends
If we can end it here

Ooh baby
But we're still

At the top of the cliff

-END-

Postcard - Song Written By Eymahnia Mayfield

Lyrics:

You can go and start a campfire tonight
And watch it turn cold
You can sit under a tree and wait for me
But all you'll get is old
You can fix me breakfast and set the table
But I won't eat
Cause I've done got up and left
With my own two feet

Yea I'm done waiting for you
Done waiting for you
I'm out the door
Oh I don't even know
Don't even know
What you're good for

I won't send a postcard

*music*
You stole my life and my love
You're a natural born thief
I said all I needed to say to you
When I left my heart at sea
I will never get back the time
I wasted on you
But at least you can live your life
Feeling the same way I do

Yea I'm done waiting for you
Done waiting for you
I'm out the door
Oh I don't even know
Don't even know
What you're good for

I won't send a postcard

*music*

Wonderland - Song Written By Sunny Blue (Inspired by the Alice In Wonderland movie)

Lyrics:
I
Followed a rabbit
And found a hole
It might be a dream
But it should be told

Yea yea
Wonderland

It was magical
You wouldn't believe
I saw things
I never thought I'd see

Yea yea
Wonderland

Corus:
And now I'm fighting
To stay asleep
Don't wanna wake up
Don't wanna leave
This is my wonderland
My wonderful wonderland
Beautiful wonderful
Wonderland

Lyrics:
I
Had tons of fun
With my weird new friends
We'd play games
And we set new trends

In our
Wonderland

Of course there's evil
In every world
But I'll protect them
Even though I'm a girl

I'll save
Wonderland

Corus:
And now I'm fighting
To stay asleep
Don't wanna wake up
Don't wanna leave
This is my wonderland
My wonderful wonderland
Beautiful wonderful
Wonderland

Extra Lyrics:
Shall we have tea in the garden
Throw all the cups till they break
Spin around till we get dizzy
Grow taller get smaller until I...

I'm fighting
To stay asleep
Don't wanna wake up
Don't wanna leave

Corus:
This is my wonderland
Yea this is my wonderland
My wonderful wonderland
Beautiful wonderland
This is my wonderland
My wonderful wonderland
...
Beautiful
Wonderful
Won...der...land

-END-

"We're Just Friends" Movie Poster By Eymahnia Mayfield (A.K.A. Sunny Blue)

I thought Natalie Portman would best fit this type of movie. She has the looks that I want where she could be ordinary or be ordinarily beautiful. It took me hours to finish this poster.

Cool Movie Idea: "We're Just Friends" By Eymahnia Mayfield (A.K.A. Sunny Blue)

"We're Just Friends"

Melissa Hartman is an average young woman with an average life. She works at the local library, she goes home to her three cats, and spends every weekend with her six hot best guy friends, Jake, Derek, Riley, John, Nathan, and Kris. Her only female best friend Ramona, who's a middle aged cashier at the gas station, pities her lonely single life. So she tries to convince Melissa that one of her six hunky guy friends could be the one. Could one of her best guy buds be her dream man? Or does she really only view them as "just friends"?

Possible Candidates for Melissa Hartman:

Jessica Alba

Jennifer Lawrence

Keira Knightley

 Kristen Stewart

 Natalie Portman

Scarlett Johansson

I went through tons of pictures for the female lead. I wanted a young woman between the ages of 20 and 35, who could actually pull off the whole "young woman with no life who wears an old sweater, glasses, and cuddles with her cats at night" type of look. And I think with an ugly sweater, some glasses, and some frizzy hair, these six ladies could nail this character. Plus they all look like a Melissa Hartman.

For the six hot guy friends, some of you probably already know who I chose:

 Channing Tatum

 Chris Evans

 Chris Hemsworth

 Ryan Gosling

 Ryan Reynolds

 Zac Efron

Okay, so when I said I needed six hot guys to play the best friends, I meant SIX HOT GUYS. This may seem a little unrealistic. I mean how could a girl not be attracted to any of these men, even if she is a nerdy cat loving loner? Well, that's the beauty of movies. You can be as unrealistic as you want. And honestly, I think this might be the most genius romantic comedy movie ever. I mean who wouldn't want to watch six of America's Top 10 most attractive male actors all on one screen? It doesn't necessarily matter which guy plays which best friend. They could put the names in a bucket and pick blindly for all I care. As long as they're in it, I'm a happy young woman.

I've Never Met You - Song Written By Sunny Blue

(piano)

Lyrics:
Tall as the sky
Eyes blue as the sea
Your heart so simple
Just like I want it to be

Your laugh so amazing
Lights me up every time
Your kiss so assuring
And I don't know why
Cause

Corus:
I've never met you
I don't even know if you exist
But I
See you every night
In my dreams
They think it's crazy
That's what it seems
But I've never met you

Lyrics:
Only a real heart can tell
When true love is near
Right now you're just a character in my story but
You're still my dear

You seem like a ghost
Hiding behind the door
But that's the beautiful thing about you
You make me want to make sure
But

Corus:
I've never met you
I don't even know if you exist
But I
See you every night
In my dreams
They think it's crazy
That's what it seems
But I've never met you

Extra Lyrics:
Right now you're just a character in my story but
You're still my dear

I've never met you
But I'm willing to find out
If you're real
You seem so real
To me

Corus:
I've never met you
I don't even know if you exist
But I
See you every night
In my dreams
They think it's crazy
That's what it seems
But I've never met you

I've never met you
I don't even know if you exist
But I
Have hope
And that's all I need
I'll keep waiting
I'll still believe
Cause I've never met you

(piano)

Tall as the sky
Eyes blue as the sea

-END-

Life Is The Hardest Game Anyone Will Have To Play.... (PLEASE READ ALL OF IT AND LEAVE A COMMENT! IT WOULD REALLY MEAN A LOT TO ME!)

Life... is the hardest game... anyone will have to play. You can't cheat. You can't go back three spaces. There are no cards that free you from despair or tell you what you have to do or what's going to happen. And you certainly can't get out of it. Well you could... but what fun would that be? People commit suicide because they need to get out of a situation that they can't bear to deal with. But what does that help? They think they are freeing themselves from pain and suffering, when in actuality they are just permanently missing out on a chance to see it all get better for them. And it's just amazing to me that they think no one will care. But really... even if none of their family or friends actually care... when someone reads the obituary or hears about their suicide on the news, they feel hurt for them and sorry for them. Can you believe it? A total stranger. Caring for you. Feeling bad and hurt for you. To me, just that one thing, just knowing that someone out there actually cried or felt hurt for me... is enough to make me keep living. It makes me think... that even though no one cares about me right now... there's a chance that I may find someone who does. Isn't that enough of a reason to make you keep living? Knowing there's a chance that it will all get better?

Being human, everyone will find a reason to keep living and to die. Some choose to die for their country. Why? Why choose to fight for a country that has so many cons that the pros are deemed laughable? This is aimed not just at America... but at every country. No country is better than the other. No soldier is a hero. A hero is someone who saves lives. Not takes them. Take this for example. An American soldier is going to war. It is his first time on the front line. His name is Jack. Jack has a family back home in Minnesota. A wife and two beautiful daughters. He is known and loved by everyone in the small town from which he is from. He is flown to Iraq for battle. Sometime after they arrive, he is armed with a gun and has been given an order to go into a building where a trained Iraqian assassin is hiding. Also armed with a gun. Let's call him Alan. Alan is from a small village just west of Karbala in Baghdad. He has a wife, two sons, and a daughter. They are very poor. Jack goes into the building and there... he and Alan are face to face. They both point their guns at each other. This is the moment of their lives. Neither one of them have ever killed another human being before. Both are scared. Both have to shoot because both are considered enemies to the other country. If Jack shoots Alan, he will be taking a life... and ruining other lives. He will kill Alan... someone who is the same age as him, and who is also from a small town. He will also ruin Alan's family. Making Alan's wife a widow and leaving his three children fatherless. Right now in your mind... you're thinking to yourself, "That's terrible! He shouldn't do that! That would be wrong! The poor kids! The poor wife! Poor Alan!" Now if Alan kills Jack, he will leave Jack's wife also a widow and leave his two daughters fatherless. Isn't this natural for a human? No human should ever want to kill another human. No matter what color their skin is. No matter what language they speak. No matter what country they are from. No matter how much money they have. No matter how big or how small their town is. We are all the same. When I was little, I never understood prejudice or racism. I used to say, "Why do they hate each other just because of their different skin colors? They both have hands, feet, two eyes, and one heart. They are made the same inside and out." How true a child's words are. Why is it that two babies from different backgrounds can play together without even a flicker of hate or jealousy, but when those two babies grow up, they begin to hate each other?

Now back to Jack and Alan. These men are like those two babies. If they were together at age two, they would have played together without having any conflicts. Now they are grown men and look at them. They are pointing a gun at each other. Just a pull of a trigger and entire futures can be changed. Lives taken and ruined. Let's say Jack pulls the trigger and kills Alan. Will he go back home a hero... or a killer? In the eyes of the American government... a hero. In the eyes of Alan's wife and kids... a killer. And who's to say that those kids won't grow up and come back for revenge? Become terrorists? Because of that one man... Jack... who killed their poor, scared, innocent father.

If no one fought each other... there would be no wars. And if there are no wars... countless lives are saved. If people could learn to talk things out, and be rational, and put other people's lives and futures before their own, before making or doing something stupid like starting a war over something minor... this world would be... so much better.

Everything started because of man's stupid decisions. Let's stop making stupid decisions. Let's not let outer appearances and cultural differences tear us apart and make us enemies. Let's not allow material things, money, and greed get the best of us. Let's not allow ourselves to become absorbed by the materialistic, competitiveness, and spiritually poor ways of this imperfect world. Because no President, no King, no Queen, no ruler of any kind can make anything better while being just as bound in sin and imperfection as you are. What makes them better or more qualified to rule over everyone?  Is it the family they come from? Their wealth? Their knowledge? Their degree from the top Universities in the world? "No matter how many schools you attend... you will never be smart enough to fix mankind's problems forever. You are in the same sinking ship as everyone else. You just have a nicer room to die in than the rest of us."

 "Really, what good will it do a man if he gains the whole world but loses his own self or suffers ruin?" -Luke 9:25.

Tell Me You Love Me - Song Written By Sunny Blue

Lyrics:
I've always been the girl
Who's been your best friend
But times have changed and now I
Wanna be your girlfriend

But you make it so dang hard
It's almost impossible to open your eyes
And every time you miss the message
I just wanna cry

I'm thinking

Corus:
When ya gonna tell me you love me
When ya gonna hold me in your arms
When ya gonna come out and realize
That I'm the one who is perfect for you

When ya gonna tell me you love me
When ya gonna call out my name
When ya gonna let go of heartbreak
I've been waiting forever
So tell me you love me

Lyrics:
I've known you so much longer
Than that girl you say you're so into
You say that she's so hot and she's got style
But what about me fool

I spent three hours on my hair
And $200 on this dress I'm wearing
These heals are killing my feet and yet I'm still here
But you're still not caring

I'm screaming

Corus:
When ya gonna tell me you love me
When ya gonna hold me in your arms
When ya gonna come out and realize
That I'm the one who is perfect for you

When ya gonna tell me you love me
When ya gonna call out my name
When ya gonna let go of heartbreak
I've been waiting forever
So tell me you love me

Extra:

I can't wait forever

Chasing you like a puppy

Why can't you just open your eyes

And your heart

And tell me

That you love me

*music*

Ohh oh

Ohhhh oohh

Just tell me

Corus:
When ya gonna tell me you love me
When ya gonna hold me in your arms
When ya gonna come out and realize
That I'm the one who is perfect for you

When ya gonna tell me you love me
When ya gonna call out my name
When ya gonna let go of heartbreak
I've been waiting forever
So tell me you love me

When ya gonna tell me you love me

Ohh oh

Yea yea

I've been waiting forever

Ohh oh oh

Tell me you love me

-END-

What Could Have Been - Song Written By Sunny Blue

*piano note*

We could have been
Together
We could have been
Forever
So sad that we can't see the future

*piano*

Lyrics:
I tried to open your eyes
But you wanted to be blind
What did I do to make you be so cold
Oh

I gave you all I had
But it just wasn't enough for you
And still I blamed myself for everything
Oh
Oh oh

Corus:
We could have been
Together
We could have been
Forever
So sad that we can't see the future
I tried to walk
But you broke my legs
I tried to convince you
But you got into my head
There's no sense in crying
For what
Could have been

Lyrics:
I never got the chance to love you
You ignored me when I expressed myself
What did I do to make you be so cold
Oh oh

I did so many foolish things
I was trying so hard to make you notice me
How could you hurt someone so bad
Ooh Oh
Oh baby

Corus:
We could have been
Together
We could have been
Forever
So sad that we can't see the future
I tried to walk
But you broke my legs
I tried to convince you
But you got into my head
There's no sense in crying
For what
Could have been

*piano*

We could have been

*piano*

Extra Lyrics:
We never were
Together
We never were
Forever
Now you got me crying
Over what
Could have been

Ooh oh
Baby baby
We could have been

Oh <-(Hold through half of corus)-

Corus:
We could have been
Together
We could have been
Forever
So sad that we can't see the future
(Baby we don't have a future)
I tried to walk
But you broke my legs (Ooh oh)
I tried to convince you
But you got into my head
(Into my head)
There's no sense in crying
For what
Could have been

*piano*

Ooh oh
We could have been
...
Ooh oh

*piano end*

-END-